My sad story

I want to tell my story.. I feel hurts because my relationship with my ex-boy is broken.. I'm not hate with the end of our love story but i'm hate the reason you gave me .. You tell me the reason is because you feel bored to me.. It's make me feel so hurts i feel i like a toy who can played by you if you happy or like and you can trash it if you was feel bored.. You can say so easily to me if you feel bored to me.. You not remember when we try to be more closer and finally me and you be a couple.. I was gave everything for you.. I was gave my love but you just say to me if our conversation like a child .. What i have to do? I have to say about government problem ? Or what for you think about me not like a child? You said to me if i like a reporter who always ask many questions.. Wait.. I want to ask you.. In a conversation if someone not ask something the conversation will be start? Am i wrong always ask you? I just ask you for example you was eat?  You must break .. Or you dont sleep too late.. Because you will sick.. I said that because i care to you.. You not understand ? I cant hold you.. I try to be allow my heart if you want to be far away from me.. But you must know if i still like you.. From now till the end although someday i found someone who can make my heart feel so good and you too was found someone you love i always love you and always care to you.. You have special position in my heart .. I dont know why i can feel this but i feel care to you.. Althought you was make my heart broken.. Maybe others people think if i'm stupid but this is the fact about me i still love you.. 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔